After I wrote my blog post on Friday, my fasting day took a bit of a change of path. By change of path, I mean I decided to go out for dinner, halt the fasting day, and recommence (re-do) the following day. I was completely fine with the decision – it meant I’d still done a solid portion of the day with minimal calories and no refined carbs or sugars (just a coffee and some raw veg), on top of my full fasting day the next day.
That meant that yesterday was my first attempt at a weekend fasting day. I wasn’t nervous about it, but I also wasn’t sure how I’d go. Turns out, if I have a (reasonably) busy day, the weekends are a great time to fast. I got to eat different food to my normal fasting lunch, I didn’t get hungry, and at the end of the day I still had leftover calories for some fruit. Here’s my Saturday Fasting Day on a plate:
Lunch: chilli tomato and mushroom zoodles
Dinner: green veg stirfry with soy and red onion sauce
Dessert: a medium pear and a punnet of blueberries
At this point in time I’m still triple checking my maths to make sure everything I’m eating is actually keeping me on track – I find it hard to believe sometimes that I can eat this much food for only 500 calories. The pear and the blueberries last night felt like a treat – it’s the first time I’ve had fruit on a fasting day, and I could only have them because I skipped the morning coffee. Given that that’s something I can do on weekends and can’t do on weekdays, it’s a good incentive to keep trying weekend fasting! Another plus was the massive plate of zoodles I had for lunch – well worth it, and much more satisfying than my normal ‘grazing box’ of raw veg at work.
So, today is my ninth fasting day. Ninth! That means I’m in my fifth week of fasting. Woah. I haven’t weighed myself recently, so I don’t know whether it’s having big impact or little impact right now, but I’ll do that tomorrow morning and report back.
It’s funny, I’ve had three really great fasting days recently, but today’s feeling harder. I’ve drunk lots of water and tea, and I held off with lunch until reasonably late, but it’s 4 pm and I’m really hungry and my brain’s fading. The silly thing is that I haven’t had the apple or cottage cheese I’ve allocated myself for snacks, so I actually have food there, but I’ve been getting into the habit of eating less during the day so I can have a bit of protein with my dinner, and come in a tad under 500 calories. Tonight is an all-veg meal, so perhaps I should just eat the cheese now. Or, as I’ve just calculated, I could have two squares of lindt 70% chocolate after dinner. Decisions!!!
The last four weeks of fasting have not only given my body a break to start changing, but also given my mind a chance to start thinking and reflecting. As well as that, I’m seeing some small changes to my non-fasting days, without even intending to. They’re small, but they’re a start – and they’re sustainable. So without further ado, here’s three things that fasting’s encouraged me to do:
- Consciously eat
I think I suffer from a little bit of food fomo. No matter what I eat, I hurry through it lest I miss out on the next thing. Eating on fasting days, especially eating dinner on fasting days, has forced me to slow down. Once I realise that after this dinner is gone there is no more, I slow down my eating. I enjoy each mouthful, I take my time, I chew properly, and I savor the taste that lingers in my mouth after I’ve finished the meal. The same thought is starting to pop into my mind while I eat on non-fasting days now. Slow down, savor the food – you don’t need anything more than what is on your plate.
- Drink more water
On fasting days, I’ve started filling a waterbottle and having it on my desk. I sip it throughout the day, and it keeps the tummy rumbles away. I’m not normally great at drinking much water, so this is a big step for me. Having the bottle there on non-fasting days means I’ve started sipping throughout the day on those days as well, which can only be a good thing!
- Question my hunger
For the most part (excluding this afternoon) I rarely feel hungry on fasting days. I feel peckish by lunchtime, but I snack slowly across the afternoon. The only time I feel really hungry is the occasional morning after I have fasted, which is probably because of the lack of protein in my dinner. I often think I’m hungry while I’m cooking dinner, but when I really think about it I realise it’s just habit. Habit that I normally eat at this time, habit that I don’t have anything else to do right at that moment, habit that I should be hungry. Rarely am I actually hungry.
I’ve reached the end of my sixth fasting day (I didn’t blog on day five, oops). Today something weird happened – I didn’t eat all of the food I’d allocated myself. I’m yet to eat my allocated apple on any fasting day, so that’s not surprising, but today I found myself arrive at dinner time having not eaten my cherry tomatoes at lunch or my cottage cheese in the afternoon either. That, combined with the apple, left me with an uneaten 188 allocated calories. Yippee!!
I also decided to give a new dinner recipe a go tonight- I’d planned another stirfry, but decided I don’t want to eat that too much, lest I burn myself out and never want to eat it again. So tonight’s dinner experiment was a creamy lemon tuna pasta (zoodle pasta), and it was GOOD!!! Like really good. Not good for a fasting day- good for any day! It comes in at about 270 calories.
Creamy Lemon Tuna Zoodles
- 250 grams zucchini, spiralised – 35 cal
- 50 g onion, diced – 14 cal
- 1 tsp garlic – 5 cal
- Small can of tuna in springwater, drained – 78 cal
- Juice of half a lemon – 13 cal (ish)
- 1 tsp French mustard – 6 cal
- 1/3 cup of water
- 50 g Jalna natural greek yoghurt – 65 cal
- 1 tsp veggie stock paste (calories unknown)
- edit: paprika, to taste
- Fry the onion until soft. Add garlic and cook for a few minutes until soft
- Add tuna, mustard, lemon juice, water, stock and simmer for a couple of minutes, stirring well.
- Add yoghurt and stir through
- Add zoodles and stir through the sauce. Keep on a medium heat and cook, stirring, until the zoodles are softened and hot
- Taste, and add paprika and additional pepper to taste
I forgot to take a photo – oops! So here’s my day’s calories instead 😛
So here I am at the start of fasting day #4. When I say start, I mean it’s 12:47 pm and besides my morning coffee I’m yet to eat. I’ve just made myself a cup of green tea- the hope is that if I have that, I might actually put of eating for a little bit longer than usual. Ultimately I think it will depend on how my brain goes- I can fill my stomach with water, but if my brain fades then I’ll need to eat.
5:2 so far has been an interesting exercise in reflecting on my usual eating habits, and what my body wants vs what my mind wants. Do I, for example, need to be eating breakfast on non-fasting days? If I’m fine up until 12:30 ish without food, then is breakfast just extra calories I don’t need? My PT says no, I should be eating breakfast. A high protein breakfast at that. I’m not so sure – so I’ll keep listening to my body to figure it out.
So, day four of fasting, and I’ll be eating the same dinner for the third time. I’ve tried two different dinner recipes so far – I’m in search for some more! I need to refine my second one a bit before I post it here, but for now I thought I’d share my stirfry recipe that comes in under 250 calories.
- 90 g red/spanish onion, sliced into strips – 22 calories
- 150 g (1 bunch) asparagus, ends trimmed off, cut in half – 32 calories
- 150 g mushrooms, ends trimmed, cut in half – 38 calories
- 100 g snowpeas or green beans – approx. 35 calories (depending on which ingredient you use)
- 124 g zucchini, cut in half lengthways then into 1.5 cm chunks – 19 calories
- 100 g broccoli, cut into small florets – 30 calories
- 2 tbsp soy sauce – 4o calories
- 1 tsp cornflour – approx. 36 calories
- In a frying pan or wok, cook onion until well cooked (if you’ve got some calories to play with, use a very small amount of oil for this)
- When onion is well cooked, add all other veggies (if you prefer non-crunchy broccoli, add this first for a few minutes)
- Stir cornflour into a small amount of water in a glass, then add to the pan (this will give you a thickened sauce)
- Add soy sauce, and salt/pepper to taste. You won’t need much/any salt, but go to town with the pepper!
- When veggies are cooked to you preferred softness, serve.
This recipe makes two decent-seized bowls. Depending on how hungry you are, it’s more than one serve- have a play with it, and adjust according to what works best for you. If you’re not so much of an end-of-day eater, you could easily have half of this portion for lunch and half for dinner, freeing up extra calories for snacking.
Note: when I’m not fasting, I make this stirfry with chicken. I just brown off the chicken before cooking the onion, remove it from the pan, and add it again to finish cooking with the rest of the veggies.
(excuse the horrible pictures, but it gives you an idea!!)
A fasting day on a stressful and busy day at work is a funny thing. In some respects it’s lot easier – the more time I spend thinking about my work, or stressing about deadlines, or muddling over what my manager’s email might have meant, the less time I spend thinking about the food I’m not eating. Equally, the busier I am, the quicker my morning goes which means I start the ‘eating’ portion of my day later. On the other hand, the things I’d normally turn to for stress relief or to break up a busy day (chocolate, coffee, anything from a vending machine) aren’t available to me on fasting days. But then again, I suppose that’s a good thing. So on the balance of things, fasting day + busy work day = positive.
I mentioned waiting until later in the day before I start eating- this is really, really important for me. Once I start eating, I think about eating a lot. I guess this goes for fasting and non-fasting days. And once I start thinking about eating, I eat more (duh). My fasting days so far have all looked pretty similar:
- 9 am – small coffee (latte)
- 1 pm(ish) – pull out my massive container of chopped veggies and start chomping
- 3 pm (ish) – finish chomping through massive container of veggies
- 3:10 pm – start thinking about eating. Tell self that I’ve just finished lunch, and don’t need food right now
- 3:20 pm – tell self that I should hold off until 4 pm to eat my cottage cheese
- 3:30 pm – decide that I CAN hold off until 4 pm to eat my cottage cheese
- 3:40 pm – ponder that if I hold off eating my cottage cheese util 4 pm, then I won’t eat my apple at work – I can save it for dessert!
- 4 pm – consider getting cottage cheese out of fridge
- 4:10 pm – decide to hold off on the cottage cheese until 4:30 pm. I’ve got to be at work until 6, after all.
- 4:30 pm – begin to eat cottage cheese, veeeeeery slowly
- 5:15 pm – finish cottage cheese (yes, really. I can make 100g of cottage cheese last 45 minutes)
- 6:30 pm – get home. Weigh and chop up veggies for dinner, so I know exactly how much food I can look forward to for dinner. Marvel over the amount.
- 7:00 pm – consider cooking dinner, after tummy rumbles. Have a cup of tea. Muse that if I can hold off on dinner I might not need the apple, and that would save me 50 calories!
- 7:15 pm – decide to cook at 7:30. After all, the later I cook the less time I have to try and resist food post-dinner
- 7:30 pm – cook dinner, eat straight away
- 7:45 pm – have second bowl of dinner (I told you there was a lot)
- 8 pm – decide I definitely don’t need the apple. Feel awesome about not eating the apple, and therefore being closer to 500 cal than 600 cal in my day.
So there you go. You can probably see from that run-down why it’s important that I hold off eating lunch as long as possible, because it’s definitely all down-hill after that point! And that’s ok, it’s not supposed to be easier, and it could definitely be a lot harder too.
It’s 4:17 pm currently, so you can see what my inner dialogue’s got planned for the rest of the evening- a lot of self-negotiation! I’m trying a new low-cal dinner tonight- if it works, I’ll put it up here. Actually, I’ll put up my stirfry recipe at some stage too. Hopefully someone will find it useful!
So, it’s 4 pm on my second low calorie day. I’ve had my morning coffee, and eaten my way through a carrot, half a capsicum, large handful of beans and most of a punnet of cherry tomatoes. I’m sitting at my desk, and in the fridge is a container of cottage cheese and an apple- they’re waiting for me, when I’m ready. I’m playing the game of ‘wait….. wait….. wait….’ before I have those, mostly because I have a 6:30 pm meeting tonight, and I know pizza will be served. I can’t cook and eat dinner until I get home from that meeting, and I don’t want my stomach to be rumbling while there’s pizza sitting in front of me. So I’ll wait until a little later to eat the cottage cheese and the apple.
My brain’s fading a bit- I don’t know if it’s what I’ve eaten (or haven’t eaten) today, or if I’m just tired on a Monday afternoon. It’s ok, I’ll get through the afternoon, although it’s not ideal that I have an evening meeting on a low calorie day. Lesson learned.
I’m currently contemplating whether a diet coke is ok on days like this. It’s got no calories, it should be fine. But it does have nasty chemicals. I messaged J to see what he thought- he advised to avoid it if I can. I think I’m likely to end up with one in hand when the pizza rolls around- something to put in my mouth and distract me a bit. After all, while I enjoyed my veggie stirfry last week, it’s definitely not pizza. But then again, the cool thing with 5:2 is that I know tomorrow I don’t need to say no to food (although there’s very minimal chance that I’ll eat pizza!). So as long as I say no today, tomorrow’s ok. And I think the longer I have the ‘no’ low calorie days, the great the chance of me saying no on teh other days.
So there you go, that’s my 4 pm thoughts. I think I might go eat some cottage cheese.